Hi sk so sorry for the late reply honey half term has kept me busy and exhausted. Its tough isn’t it. Mine hasn’t seen the girls once this holiday and its now Thursday there is always some excuse he’s tired or I’ll. He claims he is depressed I wonder if this is true or if he is out every night. I have started to find I wonder less about what he is doing. Don’t get me wrong I miss him and I love him actually I’ll re phrase that I miss what we had and I care deeply for him bit I don’t think we will ever get back what we had. I for now am trying to get on with life with him as a part of it but he no longer consumes me. I was up with the 17 month old all night a couple of weeks ago and was so tires I cried she walked over to me and rubbed my back and that’s when it hit me we have our children’s love and that is worth more than anything. Chin up chick you can do this with or without him. Be strong . just remind yourself he’s a twat and until he’s not a twat your to good for him. Massive massive hugs xxx
