My heart goes out to you bcoz i too was in your position and i was truly torn between my love for my partner and for the need to live a stable life with no uncertainty and no more heartache i did get to a place where i new i cud only change myself not my partner i cud show him i was there for him but i had to consider weather he wud eva b free from heroin and if i wanted a life that had amazing highs when my partner was clean he was all i eva dreamed ov my soulmate but in reality had come to realise this cycle may never change i started to put myself first but dont know if i cud have ever have truly walked away..my partner sadly passed away earlier this year after an overdosee and myself n my children have lost somebody simply irreplaceable our lives will forver be effected by the loss of him but i no in my heart i did everything i cud for him and i think if you remain their for him but try n focus on yourself you will be able to move forward with your own life..i wish you luck n happiness
