Oh my, how sad I felt for you ,reading this..Hunni, please please please get help for your drinking..your life doesn’t have to mirror your parents…you were badly let down as a child, and unfortunately addiction has many victims including fsmily who have to be in the throws of the misery..it’s not their fault, it’s an illness, but until they want help there’s not a lot you csn do…what you can do is take care of YOU…please you are important, and deserve to be happy..counselling and therapy may help you understand too….hugs to you sweetie….and take care xx
