I can see how hard the relationship with your mum is for you because of her drinking addiction. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust that offers support to people like you who have been affected by the addiction of a friend or family member. If you get in touch with us we could offer you the support of one of our ‘Family Friends’. These are trained volunteers who have had lots of experience of talking to people in situations such as yours. It might help you to talk it through and maybe find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
This is a free service so I hope you might give it a try. Good luck!
