This must is very tough for you having to make such hard decisions and I agree with Flo its very important that you get some help for yourself.
The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports the friends and families of addicts. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’ who you could talk with. They are very experienced trained volunteers who would understand where you are coming and this might help you to decide a way forward.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck!
