Hi Emma please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people like you who are having to deal with a friend or family member’s addiction. I really think it might help you to talk to one of our experienced trained volunteers called ‘Family Friends’. If you contact us we could put you in touch with one of them. Talking through how you are feeling with someone who understands what you are going through may help you make sense of how you are feeling and find a way forward. It is a free service so I hope you will give it a try.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck!
