Hi
Thank you for posting and sharing your story. I’m so sorry that you have had such a lot of stuff to deal with over such a long time. Its very sad that you have no one to speak to but if you get in touch with The Icarus Trust there are people who could help. We are a charity that gives support to people who are having to deal with a family member’s drug abuse. Please get in touch because you could talk to one of our ‘Family Friends’ who may be able to help you. They are experienced trained volunteers and would not judge you. It is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that you can get some support for yourself. Good luck.