I’m so sorry to read your post and can see how badly your sons drugs drinking and gambling is affecting you..
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support for those, like yourself, who are dealing with the impact of a loved one’s addiction.
If you think it would be helpful we have experienced trained volunteers who you could talk with. They would understand what you are going through and and they would be able to signpost you to what other help that is available.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope this is of some help.
All the best.
