HI Lisa,
I’m so sorry that you are having such a bad time with your partner that it’s making you feel depressed and anxious.
If you would like to talk with people who would understand please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity and you could speak to one of our ‘Family Friends’ which may help you.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
