New by Michelle39Hi there, well I'm new to this but thought I'd give it ago. My partner of 17 yrs relapsed sat so I left. I left last April but we got back over Xmas. There was no argument this time we kind of just new something's gotta give. He was on medication for so long that life went on & it was a hard relationship at times but there was love. I don't even no where to begin it's all such a mess. Since he went in detox it all went worse. I never realised how bad it was. He was skin & bone & I couldn't leave him & helped him. I suppose I didn't understand that this is a life long problem. He's letting me go this time & were heart broken but I no I need time out. I can't even be mad at him anymore because I no he can't help it. Anyway I've been told I probably need to get support so this is my first step suppose. He has started going to meeting but I'm to nervous. Interesting to see other peoples in similar situations.