Bless you, thats so horrendous. Thats my worst nightmare you know, being pregnant and feeling the way I do at the moment.
You are right, it makes them so so selfish, I have cried my heart out and said I am leaving and hes snuck out the front and sniffed cocaine again, that comes first.
Mine knows he needs help and hes getting it, at the moment he does it about once a month so is in 'recovery' I suppose, as before he was drinking like 5 days a week and probs doing cocaine as well, not that he'll admit it.
mine relapsed on Wednesday, he went mad last night in rage and threw our wheelie bin across the garden - this is what drugs/alcohol do to him the days after, his mental health is massively affected, he cries and hates it, I am so so done with crying.
He is so determined but I have heard it so many times before. Counselling starts Monday. I cant cope with the anxiety I am living with daily.
B8988 - how did you stop getting so angry when your husband does it? when mine relapses I get SO angry, I dont blame you for throwing a glass to be honest.
Cocaine brain makes them so so selfish, like no feelings - what a vile disgusting horrible drug, I have prayed and asked god to help, and ive never been religious even. I am so done with it all its bringing me down.
I wanted to start a family with him, i am still young but thats not possible right now.. I dont want to go through this forever.