Well, this morning my husband left our marital home.
I'm devastated as you all would know. He has taken most of his clothes but left some of his important documents. Says he has no love for me and he doesn't know why, he cannot explain why we have gone from such a loving couple to him having absolutely no emotion whatsoever, we both have cried. Not sure why he is crying but there you go, he says its because he's been married to me for over fourteen years. He asked if he could collect the rest of his clothes at some point but I said no, it hurts so much to see him and I have taken his key off him.
Strong or foolish I don't know. I'm now on my own.
Cocaine has ruined our lives even if he doesn't know it himself. I know that I can do no more and he says he can look after himself.