Ok I’ll start 37 and ruining my life with cocanie can not help going on it as I type I got work in the morning yet been messy all night I’ve reallly tried to put my energy in to other things but in the end give in on weekends. Is anyone the same ?
My 'husband' was the same as you.
He eventually gave up going into work. On rare occasions he'd manage it.
He used to love his job, he was self employed and I would love to see him walk out the door in a morning with a spring in his step. Then return with a smile on his face.
That changed when he turned to alcohol and cocaine.
He had hobbies that he loved too, not anymore. Nothing seems to compare.