Hi, first time I have done anything like this and didn’t fancy phoning any of the lines.
I’m Adam 36, three kids, good wife (never done drugs) own two businesses out side looking in great life.
I’ve always done cocaine from been 18 and it’s always been a social thing I did in the pub on the weekend and never been an issue always stopped at that.
About 12 weeks back things changed and I don’t know why I do have a lot of stress with work but I have only missed I guess 2-3 days in the last 6 weeks and anytime of the day. I know I’m starting to develop a problem but can’t stop myself the money ain’t a problem these days and with out mixing it with alcohol my wife doesn’t even notice.
Even doing this at work now before meetings etc how can coke not be a massive issue all my adult life then this and I can see how drug problems develop now I’m taking bigger quantities and the feeling when there is none left.
Scared my self the other week aswell I’m sure I overdosed body tremors racing heart and when I finally passed out I slept the clock round 24 plus hours
Affecting my work and family life only slightly at the moment but has changed my mind set not happy with the normal life at the moment
Any advise all would be appreciated just don’t know how to break the routine at the moment