My wife is a alcoholic drinking every day and lots of it. Having stopped drinking wine 6 yrs ago due to getting reported to social services by my eldest daughter for scragging her she said she wouldn’t touch wine again however now it’s cider. She never stopped I had to goto AA meetings to help support her but now I have had enough I feel suicidal I took loads of tablets last year but this resulted in a bad stomachache.
My daughters stand by her saying she is ok but drinking at least 6 - 10 pints every day is ok I am at an all time low now and I feel would I be missed? I have no friends as I’m not allowed them I have no other family left I’m approaching 50 and had a few heart attacks in the past she says I should be grateful she has stood by me. I hate alcohol so much and as for the 50cigs she smokes daily it’s like kissing a sewer. I was asked by Samaritan’s where do I want to be in a years time you can guess my answer there is no support I have no where to go and she is getting us into so much debt it’s unreal so I guess I can’t take anymore