: Bereavement

Get support following a drug or alcohol related death

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I'm struggling

Hi, I just lost my husband 2 months ago to alcoholism.....alcohol poisoning. We were divorcing and this is the result. I feel guilty, but i tried EVERYTHING I knew too. Myself and our daughters begged and pleaded for more than 10 years...nothing could reach him. He'd make promises....improve for a couple of weeks and then the lies and sneaking would start all over again. I had reached the point where it was ruining our lives and home...we had to have a stop to it. I watched the man I loved....(still love) slowly slipping away until he was completely gone. Its devastating! We are left with Mountains of debt, no life insurance, and two children. He was such a smart man.....it took his job, his family, then him. I've been with him since I was 15...together for 32 years....I dont know where to even begin without him.

replying to jtekg4

Hi jtekg4,

I know you feel guilty, but dont you dare! You did everything in your power to help that man, all while looking after 2 children! 32 years is a long time but you will pick yourself up.

In a few years all your friends and family will be wondering, how you did it and how did you cope so well? but at the end of the day, you just do. You get things done and you cope.

You've made it this far...don't underestimate yourself.

replying to jtekg4

Hi jtekg4

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Losing a loved one is difficult enough without addiction being involved.

Please don't feel guilty. A person who has addictions will always blame everyone else for their problems. Im sure your husband is at peace now, but I feel sad for the suffering and debt that's been left for you.

I feel you need advice and support, either from the Icarus trust, or a bereavement group.

In the meantime you and the family will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Take good care of yourself ❤


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