Well done you! It'll be the best thing you've ever done for yourself and for others.
I think I replied to you before, when you said you'd had enough and wanted to stop.
I'm glad you're reading the posts, especially Dan's, he will be acreal inspiration for people like yourself who are trying to change their lives around.
Good luck for tonight, I'm sure it will be fine, and it's just a matter of time before the face to face meetings start again, they are even more supportive.
Stay strong, be positive
I hope your meeting goes well and good for you for taking the steps to recovery.