Hope your good!
It’s been a few days, as always my happiness didn’t last!,
I always buy into it! When will I learn!
So after all his efforts and actually doing stuff (which is minor to what most people do!) I had his mum and uncle over my house, made them lunch n all that while he used my driveway to fix his uncles car. All went well, then we went to my neighbors for a drink, that was quite nice too although the more I drank the more I made light of what a nightmare he was haha, I obviously found it funny but he didn’t. We came home and as I was drunk I didn’t realize that he wanted me to transfer money to his account!
Well I’d pre thought this and changed my phone PIN number the day before which was such a clever idea because once I was drunk I couldn’t for the life of me remember it!!
Anyway he got angry, shouting at me and then my daughter,
She thinks it’s cos he wants beer!
I get my head together enough to kick him out and then receive a million messages through the night telling me what he thinks of me!
How lucky was I that I’d changed my pin!!!
So next day he’s all sorry, begging to go back n carry on being happy, until today!!
He’s obviously been on something last night because I have asked to use the car to drop my girls off to see their dad, it is my car!!
And he pulls up an hour before he starts work and starts on me!
He has a stiff neck! - not my fault!
He screams at me for driving too close to the curb!! He has no idea as he’s never a passenger because he’s taken my car off me!!!
Anyway I end up getting a taxi home yet again,
This time I want the car back!
He’s a horrible human and how he expects me to wait for him when he can’t stop, get help or just be honest!!
I mean who lets anyone speak to them like that!! Screaming at me as I drive along, in my car that I put fuel in to drop off my daughters and he uses the rest!
I make the payments on it and I will have to sort any damage yet I let him to continue to share it!!!
I must have done some nasty stuff in my last life to warrant the abuse I get!!
So yeah, I’m wound up, upset, and really angry! Four girls away for the weekend and he better not come knocking because he can do one!!
Another weekend alone with my teeny one xx