My son is a Ket addict. He's only 22 and developed his addiction at Uni.
My partner (his father died of alcoholism) at the age of 46 my son was 5. So I have brought him up alone.
I've pushed him to get help , therapy etc - which he has. But the last few weeks have been really bad - he is always in his room doing Ket and telling all his friends/girlfriend that he is broke so can't see them.
I've seen powder around his nose - found ket bags in his room and seen him meeting his dealer. But he's telling all his friends he is clean and doing well - which is a lie.
I confronted him yesterday and asked him to do a test - he hit the roof, threw a chair across the kitchen and was verbally abusive. He then left me a letter telling me what a terrible mother I had been and loads of other abusive stuff.
I have been very depressed and have chronic fatigue, struggle to work and keep things together. At the end of the month he is moving to do his MA but I cant stand living with him - it's literally killing me. I have PTSD from his father who died in his sleep. Today he demanded an apology FROM ME!!
I feel like I communicate with him badly and it's all my fault - I don't know what to do next. Please anyone, talk to me...I'm desperate.
By the way - he tells all of his friends I have a personality disorder and I'm paranoid just to cover his tracks even more.