First time Coming on here and it’s good to know I’m not the only one going through the process.
I’m 40, 3 kids, married and a professional.
My addiction started a few years ago nothing triggered it only the way I felt when I took them. I started buying from the chemist over the counter so not the 30/500 the money I spent is embarrassing and for what? I then, because we are sneaky right?! Started hitting different chemists. I needed more and more for the buzz. Anyway I’m on day 3 of being clean and boy is it hard . I have been shaking- more tremors, sweating like I never thought possible, running to the toilet every hour(first two days) I haven’t slept in 3 days, restless legs at night these are the worse I feel like climbing the walls,anxiety is huge along with feeling emotional. But do you know what? I’m doing this because I have a family that loves me and needs me and I won’t let them down. Popping pills every hour and being wiped has stopped. I’m doing it for me too because I’m over feeling tired everyday, thinking I need them to function. I’ve taken another week off work so I can get through this. We can do this guys!!! Dig deep we got this!!!