Still going strong after my lapse 5 week ago! by Danman83I really couldn't be assed doing all that again if I'm honest, I can't even bring myself to drink much - alcohol leads to other idiotic behaviour and I know it's not what I want. Dont get me wrong i have great memories from my party days, but I'd rather be clear headed and still have money in my pocket the next day and be able to have a good time with my kids. I've told myself I've grown out of stupid stuff!! I've not done stupid stuff for nearly 3 years now and I don't feel like I've missed out on anything. I still get the odd impulse but I deal with it. Life's for living but not for playing Russian roulette with. Kids come first all day long and no way am I going to take risks that affect them.