Cocaine addiction Husband v Wife by HoxIt seems like the lovely life they have had is not as good as the cocaine they put up their nose. We cannot compete. No amount of talking and threatening to leave will make a difference. They will lie and manipulate to get hold of that coke. I've never seen my 'husband' angry in my presence before the coke took hold of his personality. I used to look forward to seeing my 'husband' return from work and used to live for the weekends. After, believe me I dreaded every moment. I was unhappy, anxious, not eating and working all week too. But they don't care anymore. Only about their next line. I have started looking after myself now physically and mentally because I am of no use being a pathetic mess. I need to respect myself. I hope life becomes easier for you. Stay strong.