Alcohol, depression, trust issues.. The lot! by LT3314Hi Thanks for sharing your story. I'm so sorry that you've been having such hard time due to your partner's drinking. I hope that writing the post and being so honest and open has helped a little. I'm sorry to hear that you haven't had any help for yourself, especially as you have been so supportive to your partner. I wonder if you would like to contact us at The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who are having to cope with a partner's addiction. We have trained and experienced people that you could talk with, and may be that would help to be able to find a way ahead. You can contact Icarus Trust on firstname.lastname@example.org or visit our website www.icarustrust.org Wishing you all the best.