Partner deteriorated quickly to alcoholism by J48Thank you so much! This really helped me as I was feeling so low and wandering about our home sobbing just now while tidying up listening to music loudly! I tend to get these little emotional outbursts (usually while driving home from work) it’s frustrating because I have questions swimming around in my mind like why did this happen? Could we have done more? How could he let himself get bad enough to die? But ultimately the alcohol won battle and I sometimes struggle with that! Anger while grieving is very strange! I’m really hoping things turn out much better for you and your partner, I really do! Keep strong yourself and take care.