My ex partner has just died by MurphygirlHi everyone, not really sure what I'm looking for here. My ex partner of ten years was found dead on Wednesday morning. I don't have all the details yet but am in touch with his brother who is going to let me know more as he finds out. He was an alcoholic. He continued to message me long after I had completely distanced myself from him. I last replied to him in July and was awful to him, as he said awful things to me. I have completely ignored his messages since then. I feel so guilty. Like I should have stuck it out longer and tried to help more. But it came to the point where my mental health was suffering. I just wonder if it would have come to this, if I had taken him back. Sorry I'm rambling. Just looking for someone to talk to in a similar situation. Thanks.