I'm struggling by jtekg4Good news/Bad news I keep getting thrown my way after my 25 year marriage to what I completely 1000% thought (and still think) was to my God-given match made in heaven man was this: You will always love him, learn to put that somewhere healthy. Its been 3 years, he is alive, we aren't together anymore but I cant stop myself from feeling those death pains. I apologize if this feels in any way like I am not fully seeing your pain but this is exactly what I feel like. There is no good way to take someone away from you that you had a relationship with for MOST of your life and feel like you can go on. You ARE doing it but your pain, I had to stop and say this, I love you! Sister or brother, near or far, I love you! Your post, along with so many others is inspirational because your posting! One foot in front of the other you are doing it!! ty! May tomorrow be easier than yesterday sister, we all deserve to smile and I truly hope that one day you will be able to post about something that made you smile because You deserve it!! This was the first forum I have ever been on and posted, hopefully I didn't screw it up but just your one post made me want to stop and shout, you may not feel like your doing it, but you are whether you like it or not, your doing it!!!