Know one knows what it’s like unless they living it. Iv made bad choices in my life when my kids were younger and my 30 year old son is troubled and I blame myself but I did my best and can’t
be punished forever neither can u all we can do us be there when they ask for help it’s a lonley place sometimes as no one understands unless they living it. Iv had violence verbal abuse from my son for past 20years I love him so much but enough is enough and u will feel like that one day. I will never desert my son but sometimes u just want some piece. Don’t feel bad for wanting it to go away it never stops hurting