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I truly sympathise with you. It’s very very tough and I have come to realise it’s essential to look after yourself first. I am trying to find organisations that will help. I’m going to ask doctors advice next week. I will let you know if I find anything that is helpful. Keep strong. You need to be for your husband and other children. People remind me that our drug dependent kids are not bad people, they can’t help what they do as they are ill. They don’t realise the hurt they are causing.