My son is 30 and he sleeping on floors at a mates as the stealing is getting worse he smokes drugs and iv had it for 17 years and like you I’m broken financially and emotionally and feel so bad my marriage to his step dad is a mess and he dosnt want it anymore and I won’t turn my back on my son completely so I do feel your pain . I like you feel lonley as no one can help. I want to run away but it dosnt go away no matter where u are day or night. U are not alone but u feel it. I hope just talking like this helps a bit
