I totally know how you feel .
My daughter is homeless and has been addicted to heroin for 20years , the pain I feel consumes me and I fight every day with my feelings .many times I have fought to get her clean . My daughter is gone this drug has taken her .
I thought one day we could beat it but I fear it will take her life .
You have to take one day at a time that’s the only way to keep your sanity .. I hope one day we will both have peace x