I feel the same, I love and hate my son, I worry all the time where he is and await the call or knock on the door, but when he turns up at my door I’m instantly edgy and on egg shells, all my other children live under his shadow and he can’t see what he’s doing to us all, many give advice but don’t truly understand how it is, I’m made to feel I’m doing wrong all the time but I’m at a loss as to what is right and wrong anymore x
