Hi again I was just making sure my post went to the right place as I think some of my others have gone to myself ? Maybe you could let me know…Millie I understand fully the fear of losing your son I also think about a funeral what a terrible thing for a mum to have to do and people who know me get sick of it I try not to talk about him but my daughter knows by my behaviour as I can’t relax and am hyper it disgusts me that people look down on you I expect you are a lovely family just like mine is people need to stop judging as they never know what may happen to one of their loved ones..my son is in prison and I’m hoping to get to see him next week I will be scared and extremely upset but rang hi probation officer earlier and he said if my son engages there is help but I’m sorry to say he’s had 10 years of help but never helped himself so I hope to god this may do it he’s only there for 2 months for not engaging with probation and he’s never been before. I’m thinking of you both but yes I feel he’s addiction and behaviours have spoilt a big chunk of my life xxx
