[buttonboy]

Thank you Paula I was going to contact Icarus Trust for support but I have to put in my email details and I am too ashamed to let anyone know who I am or what my name is. I had an estate agent out today valuing our home. I feel worthless, useless and utterly devastated. My husband and other children seem to be coping better than me. He sees how it has affected us/ me, he knows how much debt he is in, he is losing everything and won’t even try to help himself. I just don’t get it. What keeps you strong?