Hi to button boy ,Paula and Kerry it’s lime 18 I’ve not been on this forum for a while..my heart breaks for you all my son has been addicted to cocaine for a long time we’ve gone through it all like you debts drug dealers rehab weeks in hospital loosing accommodation even though I’ve paid outstanding bills and it goes on and on lies etc ..he ended up In the salvation army after years of help and chances he also comes from a loving family he is now in prison so believe it or not I’m not as terrified as I’ve been in the past he won’t be there long and ended up there for not engaging with service’s that were there to help him ie probation he was growing weed for a dealer to pay off debts ..Yes more debts I have a bin bag with a few bits of clothing in I’ve constantly replaced them but he usually looses them he has a trade and had lots of good tools but lost or sold them he will be spending his 30th birthday there next week and I keep thinking he dosnt even have a coat it devastates me every day as he is a lovely caring young man but gave it all up for evil cocaine ..we are not on our own and like you I haven’t told his loving elderly grandparents were he is .thinking of you all sorry if I’ve gone on
