Hi Marion my heart goes out to you it’s a terrible situation to be in I’m also sorry about the loss of your brother. Sometimes we have to think of our own sanity and do what we know is right for us my son’s addiction cocaine has had a massive impact on my life and I know it’s easier for other people who don’t understand to say but please think of yourself it sounds like you’ve gone through enough already.. the worrie never goes away I hope you can be strong I know how hard it is …best wishes
