[buttonboy]

Thank you, I just don’t know what to do. He has attended Cocaine Anonymous for the first time which was good but we had a dealer at our door for the first time ever looking for money and he swears it is all over and he is giving it up. We refused to bail him out despite the tears and tantrums. I honestly feel like running away, we have already given him a fortune and seriously can’t afford it. Dreading Xmas as can’t afford gifts for anyone now. I am just so ashamed and embarrassed. I have never done a thing wrong in my life and we work so hard. It is so cruel and unfair.