Hello,
I live in constant fear. Every day I wake up wondering how long my partner is going to be alive. He is an alcoholic with many alcohol related health problems. He goes to see an alcohol worker every 3 weeks, he says he doesn’t want to live like this anymore, but his actions don’t match- I don’t feel he is even trying. I love him with all my heart, I know I cant ‘save’ him. Its just so stressful living like this.