December 30, 2018 at 1:18 am
#10472
cleanfor2years
Participant
Rose300 – for me it was about how big was my driver for change. I was pretty low in life when I decided to stop but it was coming from a pretty dark place that gave me the motivation to change my life. I’m not perfect – went to councelling but still went back to it briefly- but I hope I stay strong from here – even if I do feel like a social leper at this time of year!
Think ur idea to try counseling is a good one. As u dont want to go to the dark place to get ur motivation. Its not always about stopping for everyone either. Managing and controlling can be an option to?