Hi Cjordan,
Thanks for posting.
If you would like some help for yourself please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who are dealing with a family member’s addictions. Maybe talking with one of our trained and experienced people would help to answer some of the questions you have and help you to decide what to do next.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best.