I don’t want to lose the most important person in my life. But I feel I have. He has no interest in me even though before we couldn’t be apart. He says that he feels like a different person and he is. The person I love is no longer there.
He used to drink alcohol occasionally with his cocaine taking friends. Each to his own we used to say regarding the drug use. He used to say that he had a line occasionally when out to join in and that it didn’t do anything for him. But after a stressful time involving a looming court case he has been drinking more regularly, with these friends. Three times a week, he stays out all night, coming home reeking of booze but not looking hungover, sleeping a couple of hours and then throwing up all day. I now know he is now doing coke himself.