I understand. My husband doesn’t realise he has a problem. Four days off three on the cocaine and alcohol.
He has a constant runny and sore nose, saying he has a cold or flu. He also says he’s tired but like your son he isn’t depressed or anxious. He is suffering from stress.
I am heart broken and also so angry with him for ruining our lives. I haven’t slept properly for six months. At the beginning all sorts of things were going through my mind like ending it all as I couldn’t face what he was doing. I also thought of taking all of my anti depressants so I fully understand your pain. I also realise now that I cannot make him stop but I have to be here if he ever needs me.