[hox]

I wouldn’t be chosen, the coke would win hands down. I don’t think either of us is weak fighting for our loved ones but I would rather my husband be under the same roof because I am worried that he will overdose. Will anyone else look out for him I think not. He could die on someones sofa or crash his car, I’m dreading that knock on the door.

I think we will know when the time is right to be truthful with friends and family.