Reading this made me feel so sad for you.. you must know that YOU are not the problem, his addiction is and he will lose everything eventually.
Gosh that really worries me, I am 25 now and I have the same sort of thing with my husband (not as bad though) but I am terrified itll get to this.
Everytime addicts want a binge they start arguments to go and use and it leaves us there sad, blaming ourselves, questioning the way weve been towards them, when it actually isnt us.
I really truly wish you the best and all the happiness that you deserve, you are so incredibly strong..
I too am struggling at the moment but I am at the start of this and reading your post makes me want to run a mile, its so hard when you love someone.
Drugs and alcohol changes people, it really does…
I hate cocaine, I hate anything to do with it. I hate alcohol because its often in the places where alcohol is sold, my whole life is anxiety and worry over this.
How have you found icarustrust.org – I too am thinking of contacting them for some help. I need support too, supporting a recovering addict is draining.
lots of love Cally… xx