how sad, its like the person you love and know dies but theyre still there alive just a different person. My bf is only doing it once a month self medicating for his anxiety but I am worried itll get to this point, he is getting help, but I am struggling to deal with the relapses and stuff I get so angry, my life is on hold until he sorts this, I cannot start a family with him, I dont want to be pregnant going through this.
Sending you lots of love and strength B8988.
hoping to god mine gets over this stage, sometimes i wonder what on earth ive done to deserve this.
xx