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The ‘husband’ has been at his dads. This has helped because there is plenty of alcohol but no chance of getting cocaine there. He has also been ill over the last week so he hasn’t wanted to go out. Said no to the ‘mates’ on the end of the phone. Not Thursday, not Friday. But now he has gone out to see these ‘friends’, all the anxiety comes back. It only takes him to meet up for breakfast and then I’m sure he will be tempted to go out tonight. I’m hoping he has realised he feels better without the coke.