My boyfriend also has dreams about using and I think this is one of the triggers.
Great to hear you’ve got a good support network around you – do you think you’ll attend meetings in your area? Yes Russell Brand is wicked – my boyfriend has the book and had to watch his documentaries in rehab.
I will let him know about the app!
I know I agree – he is a people pleaser which isn’t always a good thing. He is still young so I think that makes it harder also. I am terrified about the side affects of coke, and I hate it so much but me going on will not help (trust me I’ve tried everything haha)
Don’t be ashamed of your addiction, it doesn’t make you a bad person. You are doing a great thing right now – you should be SO proud of yourself, I am sure your girlfriend and mum are also. 🙂