Hox, I really feel the same pain as you!!
Yes I did tell my husband to leave and many times he put up a fight and I took him back!!
The last time he just left, no arguing, I had caught him stealing again and knew he lad been lying to me again!
I really couldn’t take being the loving wife and wanting to save him when he clearly couldn’t help himself! My children were suffering too! I was in a no win situation!!
I too live in hope that one day my husband comes back from the dead!!
I have filled in divorce papers 3 times but just can’t go thru with it!
Can I just ask? Do any of your partners ever seek help??
Clearly tho as they don’t see it as a problem they won’t!!
I just want to say talking to you has helped me get it off my chest a bit so thank you!! And let’s keep talking if it will help you too xx