Yeah it’s not good!
He knows that, I’ve told him a millions times haha – it just hasn’t happened. He finds it hard to talk to me about it also as I sometimes just fly off the handle and get really mad. From your point of view, do you find it hard to speak about? Like if someone was suggesting things to you would you find that frustrating?
As he has relapsed, he doesn’t want to talk about it so today we haven’t and its almost like it hasn’t happened. Of course theres that tension and elephant in the room. But when stuff happens, I like to address it there and then and just get it out in the open, neither of us are going to like it – but it seems he doesn’t want to even talk about it – perhaps this is because he feels embarrassed?
Thank you very much, you too!