No i speak about it and regret it. And i know my gf dont believe ill stop and that annoys me. Sometimes i think she wants me to fuk up. I show her these videos am watching and books about addiction and she dont seem interested.
My mum texts me everyday which is good.
And no any suggestions would help, whatever to stop. I wish i never hung around with the people i did, i wagged school , no gcses, and i regret it all. Im on good money now and work in the bank tho. Am goin on now haha