I’ve given up for periods of up to 2 months at a time in the last 7 years. That’s the most. You then think you are ok and before you know it you are back to square one. I had a good business and lost it. Not due to my habit but external factors. People think pull yourself together but prolonged use changes the chemicals in your brain. I’ve cut down massively. I would disappear for 2/3 days on binges. I’ve given my finances over to my other half. This has helped hughly in regards to consumption. Down to £40 every other day. Every time I always say this is it then next time it’s the same sh*t all over again. I have lost contact with all my mates and turned into a loner. I’m thinking of going to CA that is my next step. I don’t want to be this person I wish I never touched this stuff
